[The way Kieren sounds hurts even more, because he just wants to wrap his arms around Kieren and hold him tight and kiss his forehead and his cheeks and every inch of skin he could reach.
But he can't.]
I don't know either, but burying it isn't right, it can't be.
When he asked me, he looked...so relieved, like he was afraid I'd say no to getting back together. I feel like I'm just being selfish, feeling like this.
And now Johnny doesn't want to talk to me anymore, so when you called, I guess I was -- just really happy, for a second.
[It's all a mess. He's got no idea how it can be sorted out, though he desperately wishes he did.]
Kieren, you're not selfish to like more than one person. You deserve to be happy, and if more than one person makes you happy, you need to let Simon know.
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But he can't.]
I don't know either, but burying it isn't right, it can't be.
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And now Johnny doesn't want to talk to me anymore, so when you called, I guess I was -- just really happy, for a second.
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What happened with Johnny?
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[It's all a mess. He's got no idea how it can be sorted out, though he desperately wishes he did.]
Kieren, you're not selfish to like more than one person. You deserve to be happy, and if more than one person makes you happy, you need to let Simon know.